I found this on the internet, it made me smile.
I think we've all been in this kind of possition in life.
Basically it's what makes us human.
Thought I'd share!
It's written by Anthony Fernando.
Isn't it what we all want to hear, beautiful words when things seem the worst.
Sometimes, they even help.
I hope these words will make you smile too.

When things go wrong,
As they sometimes will,
When the road your trudging,
Seems all up hill,
When funds are low,
And the debts are high,
And you want to smile,
But you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest, if you must...
But don't you quit.
Life is a queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns.
And many failure turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out.
Don't give up though the pace seems slow,
You may succeed with another blow.
Success is failure turned inside out-
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far:
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit-
It's when things seems worst,
That you must not quit.

It's february 21st.
But I swear I can smell March!
Yesterday was good, quite cold but good.
I was shined by the sun.
I love it when you close your eyes while pointing your face towards the sun.
I love the colors you see, I love the warmt on your face even if it's cold outside.
The colors I see are red, orange, yellow and white.
Well it aren't really those colors..
I believe the ones that I see have not yet been named, these colors come close to it.
When you look at the trees you actually can see buds.
Things like that make me happy.
Things like that always made me happy though.
It just felt so good to be shined by the sun that I had to write about it!!
Today is great too, I made Banana bread and Chocolate covered strawberries.
Now I'm waiting for a friend to come over and I'm about to make an Apple cake.
YumYum, yay! for sundays and the here and now.
Love, Tien

Winter winter winter.
Snow snow snow.
I don't really believe it has ever been so harsh.
At least not in the area where I live.
People who complain about the snow frustrate me the most though.
Just put on a fucking jumper if you're cold.
And get some decent shoes if you're affraid for a facesmash into the snow.
All I've heard the past two months were people who bitched on the weather.
It frustrates me that when people have sunshine they complain that it's too warm.
When people have rain they complain it's too wet.
When people have snow they complain it's too cold.
It's never alright and they're never statisfied.
People always need more and they always need different?.
Why's that?
Because we take everything for granted.
We even don't know what true joy means.
Why is it that a child gets excited when it snows?
Why is it that when children grow up small things like snow aren't worthy to get excited for?
You know..
I actually used to say that I hated snow.
That I hated many things.
Stupid.
I don't hate anything.
I even don't know how to hate something..
The world is fine as it is.
Even if there are many problems to deal with.
Because seriously.
If you knew that tomorrow would not come..
Wouldn't you regret that you spent days locked up between four walls instead of going outside those four walls..
and play.
No matter how much snow there is, no matter how much rain falls, no matter how hot the sun shines..
All is just fine.
So stop with complaining it's not that you achieve much out of it.
I've had facesmashes, buttcrashes, ice-slips this winter.
It's just a part of this world.
It's stupid to waste it in a four walled room with stupid fantasies about a world that 'could' be.
Because for some..
Tomorrow really does not come.

TIEN.

Nobuta Wo Produce is one of the best shows I've ever seen.
It's a Japanese drama about a very shy girl (Nobuta) and two totally different guys are trying to make her populair, they call it 'producing' so they become all friends.
There isn't anything that's bad about this show.
Also, I totally fell in love with the Kusano Akira character! n_n
~TIEN!

The scent of the blooming flowers,
Has left as the seasons pass by.
The rain stops and there are clouds in the sky.
Walking from today to tomorrow,
Our memories will always be there,
Unchanging-
Forever blooming, never withering.
The pounding of my heart will never cease..
More than anyone,
I gaze at you.
With this feeling that never changes.
The day when we met,
How many times in the world,
has a miracle like this happened?
Who shall I thank?
I know your future will be perfect for me.
There will be nights when I can't say it.
I even may cry..
But forever, forever.
It may pass, but it will not fade
In the wind, under the sky I wait
If I believe..
Then your smile,
Will surely become my flower.
Let's be nothing.
Nothing lasts forever.
We can go anywhere.