Sometimes I wonder why humans can walk.
Or why some are privileged to have all- while others do not have at all.
Sometimes I do wonder about the purpose of meaning;
About fear it self.
About if we really are tested to perhaps have a place somewhere better.
Humans don't really think about the things that they can do..
How perfect they are.
How amazing they're built and how perfectly everything works.
They way they move, eat, talk, understand, walk.
Humans in my surroundings only think about appearance.
To have the best jewelery wrapped around their arm;
In the meaning of jewelery it doesn't matter if it's a piece of metal or showing off with other life.
Only that or those who're good looking ones will make it around your arm or on your television, in your magazine.
For me, all are good looking ones and all should be pround to be so perfect.
Yet humans in my surroundings probably do not have other concerns, for the basic needs to live-
Are already there.
When my existence seems to disappear,
I will look for the place where I can do the best I can.
From now on,
I'll deliberate slowly.
I won't be impatient.
I won't be greedy.
I won't give up.
Because everyone takes things step by step.
No matter how much we look back at the past, we never go back.
We can not change what has already happened.
But People shouldn't dwell on the past.
It's enough to try your best- in all that you're doing now.
And eventhough you may fall down- you can always stand up again on your own two feet.
Look up at the sky and notice how it is always reaching endlessly,
Smiling, I am alive.
Through life everyone feels pain, one way or another.
Sometimes reality is too cruel, too brutal..
If we can beat the pain a rainbow of happiness awaits us.
I am sure of that.
With life, it's like that for everyone.
One day,
When it comes..
I'd like to sleep around alot of flowers.

Tien.

I love this city so much!
Because of reasons I cannot even explain.
Frankfurt am Main, Germany, is where I've spent my weekend.
Hope you too had a great one!

:-(

We are playing God and we do not want to be human anymore.
Mi se igramo Boga i mi ne želimo biti čovjek više.
Wir spielen Gott und wir wollen keine menschen mehr sein.
Wij spelen God en wij willen geen mensen meer zijn.
我々は神をプレイしている、我々はもう人間にはなりたくありません。
我們扮演上帝，我們不希望被人了。
우리는 하나님을 연주하고 우리가 더 이상 인간이되고 싶어하지 않습니다.
Nous jouons Dieu et nous ne voulons pas d'être humain plus.
Estamos jugando a ser Dios y no queremos ser más humanos.
Stiamo giocando Dio e noi non vogliamo essere umano più.
אנחנו משחקים אלוהים ואנחנו לא רוצים להיות אנושיים יותר.
Chúng tôi đang chơi Thiên Chúa và chúng tôi không muốn làm người nữa.
Мы играем Бога и мы не хотим быть человеком больше.
Nos es lascivio Deo nolumus esse hominem tolli.
Παίζουμε τον Θεό και δεν θέλουμε να είσαι άνθρωπος πια.
Tanrı'nın oynuyor ve biz artık insan olmak istemiyorum.
نحن نلعب الله ونحن لا نريد أن يكون الإنسان بعد الآن.

//Aren't we?

-TIEN.

Empfängst Du mein Signal?
Doch jedes Wort ist streng Geheim–
Ich rufe Dich, komm schalt dich ein.. ;]
So wie ein Telegraph, schick ich Dir mein Signal,
Konzentriere Dich auf mich–
Empfange mein;
„ICH LIEBE DICH“.

Have you ever been to the movies and had someone ask you ''Did you see that?'' .. no idiot, I didn't, I paid €10,- to come to the cinema and stare at the floor.
Or when you lost something and you're desperate to find it, when you finally do you hear someone say: ''yeah, it's just always hidden at the last place you look'' ..ofcourse it is?? why the hell would you still keep looking after you've found it?
Yesterday several people asked me for the time, as if I'm retarded they pointed to their wrist, well I know where my watch is buddy, where the hell is yours?.. so, do I need to point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?..
Annoying things in life.
I extremely have that with Hello Kitty and Pikachu, it just really annoys the shit out of me.
It's freaking everywhere and it's always the same picture, Hello Kitty sewingmachine, Hello Kitty guitar, Hello Kitty dildo, really people?..
I remeber this saying ''My Pokemon bring all the nerds to the yard and they're like wanna trade cards?'' The most annoying thing I find about Pokemon is that people don't even REALLY like it, most just pretend because it's apparently the most insane thing to like while being 20, meh why? :[
Guess what, you'll never catch em all, I already did when I was 7.
Hate me.

hello..
i am the LIE
living for you
so you can
hide...

''I used to go away for weeks in a state of confusion.''
-Albert Einstein.

Veni Vidi Vici, I guess.
Without getting in much details of past for past should be left behind us.
But I have found out that most people are just a cock in dildo disguise.
Trying to be perfect and well shaped while hiding true skin.
I find that discovery rather sad.

On my journey of away, I really had great times and not so great times.
The not so great times were when my granny died, I really loved her.
And when my ex boyfriend turned out to be a liar and a cheater, that is why I have not kept the blogs I had written about him, for there was little truth between the lines, but I have forgiven and moved on with my life.
Apart from that mostly fun things have happened such as I have found new love and I have been twice on holiday, I have met amazing people and I have visited loads of concerts and seen alot of good movies.
I enjoyed summer, for it is my favourite season, I didn't felt like spending alot of time behind my laptop, also my mind wasn't really set to write.
But I do want to share some of my favourite photos of happenings with you all!

Life is great!
I hope you do too, smile always!!
With Love.