I wish you all a MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Just to let you know that I won't update in January going on a trip tomorrow!
Thanks for visiting.~

Have you even been in that possiton when everything just seems to be way too good to be true.
And that it's hard to believe that certain things are happening to you?
I actually started this blog to understand myself, write to be understood..
Speak to be heard and read to grow.
I never tought that people would actually read it, it's you who make me to keep updating.
But unfortunately I have not learnt to understand myself.
And I still don't understand why it is so hard for me to believe that good things can happen in my life.
I don't understand why it's so hard to give away my heart.
Why it's so hard to trust someone blindly.
There are many things I do not understand..
Yet smart they do call me.
I don't think being smart has to do much with knowledge..
Rather how you use that knowledge.
Life is always overflowing with new things, I think it's rather necessary to accept those new things and empty out the old.
Maybe someday I'll be able to accept and believe without doubting and questioning that good things do happen and that I am worth of them.
Feel free to e-mail me about it if you have the same and like to talk about it, I don't accept comments because of spam.

Love, Tien.

Random Questions.



Where were you 3 hours ago?
In the grocery store.

Who are you in love with?
:D

Have you ever eaten a crayon?
Oh yeah, I do that all the time, the red ones are the best.

Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
A hairclip.

When is the last time you went to the mall?
Today.

Are you wearing socks right now?
I am.

Do you have clothes worth over $200?
Yesh.


When was the last time you went out of town?
Yesterday.

Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
I have seen Narnia 3. yesterday.

Are you hot?
Rather cold. :(

What was the last thing you had to drink?
Water.

What are you wearing right now?
Pants.

Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
I let the car wash the car.

Last food that you ate?
Dinner.

Where were you last week at this time?
At this time I was still at home.

Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
I bought new boots.

When is the last time you ran?
Eh..

What's the last sporting event you watched?
That would be worldcup xD

What is your favorite animal?
A bird.

Your dream vacation?
Asia.

Last person's house you were in?
Linda's.

Worst injury you've ever had?
Well when you have your injury it's like the end of the world but now none seems worst.

Have you been in love?
I have.

Do you miss anyone right now?
I do.

Last play you saw?
I never saw a play, I should go hmm.

What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
Not sure if I have one xD.

What are your plans for tonight?
Going out with my friend Astrid and other people.

Who is the last person you sent a message?
Astrid.

Next trip you are going to take?
Hah almost! :D

Ever go to camp?
Never.

Were you populair in school?
I was the nobody gets along with everybody.


What do you want to know about the future?
Nothing.

Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
I'm wearing perfum Versace bright crystal.

Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
I am not.

Where is your best friend?
She's hanging christmas decorations in her grandmothers tree.

How is your best friend?
A little ill, thank you for asking.

Do you have a tan?
Maybe a little.

What are you listening to right now?
Nothing.

Do you collect anything?
Japanese things.

Who is the biggest gossiper you know?
My dad. xD

Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
Long time ago.

Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
No I usually eat the straw and drink my soda after.

What does your last text message say?
'okay, i'll see you appear whenever'

Do you like hot sauce?
I don't like sauce.

Last time you took a shower?
Today.

Do you need to do laundry?
No.

What is your heritage?
I don't know.

Are you someone's best friend?
I am.

Are you rich?
I am a student, says enough eh?

What were you doing at 12AM last night?
I was running to catch the last train.

Mr. Muscle forcing bursting,
Stingy thingy into little me, me, me.
But just "ripple" said the cripple,
As my jaw dropped to the ground.
Smile smile.

It's true I always wanted love to be,
Hurtful.
And it's true I always wanted love to be,
Filled with pain-
And bruises.

Yes, so Cripple-Pig was happy,
Screamed " I just compeletely love you!
And there's no rhyme or reason.
I'm changing like the seasons.
Watch! I'll even cut off my finger.
It will grow back like a Starfish!

Mr. Muscle, gazing boredly,
And he checking time did punch me.
And I sighed and bleeded like a windfall.
Happy bleedy, happy bruisy.

I am very happy,
So please hit me.
I am very happy,
So please hurt me.

I am very happy,
So please hit me.
I am very very happy,
So come on hurt me.

I'll grow back like a Starfish
Like a Starfish...

-Antony and the Johnsons.

CUTE! ♥

Don't you just hate it when there's something under the table, you want to pick it up and SMASH your head on the way up.
Yeah.. happens to me all the time.
So let's talk about dislikes in life!
I always used to say that I don't dislike anything but when I gave it a thought that was probably the biggest lie I ever told!
And telling lies is something I also really really dislike haha!
So what do YOU dislike?
Well here's my list!
There's actually a way more to dislike but even this list got me scared of how much I disliked that I just stopped thinking about it! :P

-Looking for something to eat.
(checking the fridge, nope nothing- the pantry? nope nothing good. Oh the freezer might have something.. wrong again. Sheesh, is there anything to eat in this house??! let's check the fridge again.)
-That little triangle that windshield wipers don't clean drives me nuts!
-When girls pretend to be stupid to get attention.
-People who think they're vampires. (don't. even. ask.)
-People you trust with your secrets and they go around and tell it.
-When you say something and nobody listens.
-People who hate people for how they dress, like seriously what the fuck?!
-Intruding parents.
-When somebody takes forever to respond to something important.
-People who just 'blablabla' all the time and don't let others talk.
-Gaining weight :(
-Being bored.
-When people say that they don't care.
-Being an awkward person sometimes. xD
-People who think they know it all.
-When ten year olds swear.
-Children with make-up on, disgusting.
-People who don't finish a sentence. (the movie was awesome because the dog.... -???the dog did what?!)
-How EVERYONE in your life has proven themselves untrustworthy at least once.
-People who think that other animals are inferior.
-When people say one thing and then they say a completely different thing. (oh wait, no I like that too.)
-Dramatic girls.
-Sexrapist men.
-Not being in highschool anymore :(
-Teachers who don't admit they made a mistake.
-When summer vacation ends.
-Looking for a pen when you really need one and there just is none.

♥

Last night was fun,
Want to share some silly photos with you.
Happy thursday! :)))

For Marco~
When you read.

10 things I like about you!

1)Your sense of humor.
2)Your intelligence.
3)Your ability to talk about a range of subjects.
4)Your silly pictures.
5)Your smile.
6)Your shyness.
7)Your love for chicken wings! xD
8)Your abilty for making me stay up way too long just to talk.
9)Your shared stories the funny ones as the sad ones.
0)Your love for your family.

Thank you for reading my silly blog. =3

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