It's almost February, honestly I have no idea in what I have spent the couple of months.
Time scares me, so much things in life scare me but I always keep up that attitude outdoors, the not caring one, I bet you too have some kind of attitude.
Honestly when I am outside I feel better than all, better than the rest, better than this whole fucking world and nothing can crush this feeling. I don't care if your brand is Prada, your glasses are Chanel, your bag is Louis Vuitton, your shoes are Gucci and your everyday car is Ferrari Enzo because I, even with plain I feel better than that all and even with plain I am better than that all, I always had this attitute outside though.. an attitude I never wanted to lose, never wanted to break never wanted to change, because I am a strong person, a very lucky person, things just always come to me, someone somewhere must love me that things go so well in my life and I am very thankfull for that, I am very generous in giving and the best friend someone can have, I love my life, I love who I am, I love how I don't have the gossiping need, how I don't have the urge to let people fall hard by talking shit or doing shit, I love the way how I always can find something beautiful in someone.

You know, my life quote actually used to be: ''Do not depend on others'', bullshit!
If we do not depend on others, on what should we depend on then.. just ourselves???
Life is giving and taking and we need others, we need to fullfill their needs so that they can fullfill ours. It's a circle, like if we own a company we must give others a job so that they can do their best and make our company a succes, if we want to take a shit in a clean bathroom, we must give the cleaners a penny so that they do.
This is something that many people just don't get, we need to serve others to be served.
If we want to love someone, we must give them all our trust, we must believe in them, depend on them.
I am willing to do.
Breaking that attitude just for that one person.
Because I love him more than anything.
Even though I am scared but for him I will be more than that I am.
And even if I lose, if I fail at least I know that I gave my everything.
So should you do, we need to be scared of living, scared of falling and just live, just fall, the best thing of falling is that we always just can stand up and carry on, move on and learn again.

Dear readers, I wrote this blog because I want you to tell yourself what's beautiful about you, what makes you worth of things and what makes you a trustworthy person, I want you to tell yourself that you love yourself that you are the best damn thing God ever created.
Because you are!
Live life high even with plain.
This post is YOUR egoboost!

TIEN.