As the weather is changing the summer is passing by.
I quite do miss autumn leafs, the rainy days and the dark mornings, I miss wearing long coats and boots.
Today I smell like Armani and right now I am listening to piano music from Yiruma.
I feel comfortable yet lonely, being alone is good at times.
Also I have not written for a very long time and I do notice that I have a hard time with using words mainly because my blog used to be alot of crap and sillyness, I don't want to write about crap anymore. I don't want to be THAT joke, therefor I have deleted some of my older posts. This morning was great, not too sunny, not too cloudy, not too warm and not too cold, after having my blueberry cup of tea I went outside to walk with the dog.
Walking in the park there was a bird who screamed for help, it was the saddest thing I've ever seen.. bloody and it was making sad sounds, I couldn't come closer because I was with my dog and I was affraid that he would kill the bird, it's a husky dog and they do hunt.
Now I feel bad that I've left it there but then again if I took it with me home I really would not know how to help it and how to heal it.. I would try but I'm sure I'd end up hurting the bird even more. Most people always let chances to do good slip away though and after they have a bunch of worthless excuses, I wonder why that is. Weakness?


Tien.