There's never a right time to say goodbye..
Talking about myself, I know that I am pretty much a complicated person and usually I make decisions for myself, also concidering other people.
It's quite bad to make decisions for others just because you feel that way.
For me, it just really was time to say goodbye to a past I cannot take with me to a well known future, one we already once have lived.
Usually when someone liked me, I did my best to prove how horrible I am and that there absolutely is nothing to like about me.
I don't know why I tried so hard not to be liked, honestly I quite am worth the effort to be known. It's time to grow up, time to stop wandering in the past of an worthless youth and trying to relive it at the age of 20.
There are too many goals to reach.
Too many other things I have to do.
I can't take Peter Pan with me anymore...
I feel free.
I don't have to live in the shadow of someone's heart anymore, there where always everything went wrong.

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