Sometimes I wonder why humans can walk.
Or why some are privileged to have all- while others do not have at all.
Sometimes I do wonder about the purpose of meaning;
About fear it self.
About if we really are tested to perhaps have a place somewhere better.
Humans don't really think about the things that they can do..
How perfect they are.
How amazing they're built and how perfectly everything works.
They way they move, eat, talk, understand, walk.
Humans in my surroundings only think about appearance.
To have the best jewelery wrapped around their arm;
In the meaning of jewelery it doesn't matter if it's a piece of metal or showing off with other life.
Only that or those who're good looking ones will make it around your arm or on your television, in your magazine.
For me, all are good looking ones and all should be pround to be so perfect.
Yet humans in my surroundings probably do not have other concerns, for the basic needs to live-
Are already there.
When my existence seems to disappear,
I will look for the place where I can do the best I can.
From now on,
I'll deliberate slowly.
I won't be impatient.
I won't be greedy.
I won't give up.
Because everyone takes things step by step.
No matter how much we look back at the past, we never go back.
We can not change what has already happened.
But People shouldn't dwell on the past.
It's enough to try your best- in all that you're doing now.
And eventhough you may fall down- you can always stand up again on your own two feet.
Look up at the sky and notice how it is always reaching endlessly,
Smiling, I am alive.
Through life everyone feels pain, one way or another.
Sometimes reality is too cruel, too brutal..
If we can beat the pain a rainbow of happiness awaits us.
I am sure of that.
With life, it's like that for everyone.
One day,
When it comes..
I'd like to sleep around alot of flowers.

Tien.