Have you even been in that possiton when everything just seems to be way too good to be true.
And that it's hard to believe that certain things are happening to you?
I actually started this blog to understand myself, write to be understood..
Speak to be heard and read to grow.
I never tought that people would actually read it, it's you who make me to keep updating.
But unfortunately I have not learnt to understand myself.
And I still don't understand why it is so hard for me to believe that good things can happen in my life.
I don't understand why it's so hard to give away my heart.
Why it's so hard to trust someone blindly.
There are many things I do not understand..
Yet smart they do call me.
I don't think being smart has to do much with knowledge..
Rather how you use that knowledge.
Life is always overflowing with new things, I think it's rather necessary to accept those new things and empty out the old.
Maybe someday I'll be able to accept and believe without doubting and questioning that good things do happen and that I am worth of them.
Feel free to e-mail me about it if you have the same and like to talk about it, I don't accept comments because of spam.

Love, Tien.