Happy fucking late valentines day!

''It is traditionally a day on which lovers express their love for each other by presenting flowers, offering confectionery, and sending greeting cards.''

Why?.. :))

Well according to wikipedia *nerd!* there are many legends so I am not even going to waste time on writing about it, mainly because I was too lazy to read the whole page.
I just wanted to share MY story! ^-^

To be honest I was kind of looking forward towards Valentines day, that because for the first time I really am lucky and blessed to be with a man I honestly love.
I don't believe I ever really loved, as some of you follow my blog, probably have read some of my poetry.
Poems about how I thought love should be, love should feel, poems I wrote when I thought I loved but looking back at it now, I never really did.
Now, I even cannot write a poem, sounds so not romantic.. right? :)
It's just, there are no words to describe it and no sentence is as beautiful as the feeling inside and at the same time no sentence is as horrible as the feeling inside.
I believe we all have been at the 'I hope they'll stay and keep liking me' point.
There are no words because Maarten is spinning around my mind all the time, hoping that he eats well, sleeps well, feels lucky, feels happy, enjoys himself and even the thoughts that I could bare with being miserable as long as he has a smile on his face and as long as he's happy.
He inspires me to live more than anyone or anything, inspires me to even be better than I am.
There are two words comming close what love should be for me.
Infinite & Unconditional.
We are spending time for a while now, the clock was ticking towards 14th of february faster and faster but every seccond we spent together was a special one.
Noway that an official day for lovers could top that or could make it even more better, why would we just be special and lovely to each other on a specific day? it's ridiculous though, I believe that we should cherish our loved ones every day and tell them every day how special and beautiful they are and how much they mean in your life.
Maarten and me spent V.day watching 'Despicable Me' and it was the best V.day ever.

With all my love,
TIEN.

Don't forget to tell your loved ones that they're special and how much they mean for you.. even if it's your mom you tell it to, it's great to see them smile. :)