Ever thought that your life is just going nowhere, that you're living that stupid routine without getting any further? It's what I used to think, I had a crappy job, bills to pay & no real destination. I have been doubting, analyzing, thinking, crying, I have been desperate about this thing called life. During my kind of absence on my blog, I tried to post something now and then but it never were really things that were useful or interesting, so during my absence I kind of was spending time with my boyfriend, figuring out what the point was of my life, figuring out who the hell I was.. the only thing I knew was that I was more than a name. I have made a lot of changes, mistakes, regrets but I also have had the most amazing and beautiful year in my life so far. I learnt how to depend on myself, how not let people walk over you, how to have a big mouth and to do and say whatever I want, I have learnt how to laugh, how to be funny, how to make friends, I have learnt a bunch of things I did not know before. Now I am quitting my crappy fucked up job to go back to school as a stronger and more committed person than I ever have been before. I know who I am, I know what I want, I used to think that I was too old for everything now.. but I am not, life is about learning about living about being free. Society is about working, paying bills, breaking you down and when you're broken, to crush you even further, well fuck that. Now I'm choosing freedom, now I'm choosing myself, I'm choosing my choices. Maybe times get hard sometimes but hard times make you harder as well. Love Tien.